A Door of Hope

Even when self-harm feels like your only outlet, there is a path toward healing and hope. In this episode of A Door of Hope, Kay and Kerry explore why self-harm happens and how the healing journey can begin by permitting yourself to be an imperfect, yet perfectly loved, child of the King. They share Biblical insights on overcoming self-contempt, managing intrusive thoughts, breaking free from the prison of perfectionism, and claiming victory over the inner battles that often come with complex trauma. 
The National Suicide and Crisis Hotline: Call 899 or visit their website at https://988lifeline.org
 
Chapters:02:59 Self-harm12:44 Self-contempt17:15 Love and Forgiveness25:59 Identifying Self-contempt28:55 Perfectionism32:35 The Need for Grace34:39 Self-sabotage39:40 Intrusive Thoughts44:25 Scriptures of Hope 
 
About the Hosts:Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma.
To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at hope@rgmconnect.com. 
 
Resources:
Satanic Ritual Abuse Exposed (Kay’s Book): https://a.co/d/6QUrx5y The Wounded Heart (Book Discussed): https://a.co/d/0fL4P8fa 
 
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#SelfHarmRecovery #HealingJourney #TraumaHealing #MentalHealthAwareness #OvercomingSelfHarm #FaithAndHealing #InnerHealing #HopeAndHealing #SelfCareAfterTrauma

Trying to manage an inner world that feels chaotic, with warring alters and constant inner conflict, can make healing feel impossible. In Episode 006 of A Door of Hope, Kay and Kerry share their experience and insight on managing a complex DID system. They share what it’s like to live with alternate personalities (DID alters), how to bring order to the inner world, and how someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder can manage daily life without being overwhelmed by internal chaos. 
 
Chapters:
02:25 System Management03:20 What Is a DID System?05:45 Building a Support System10:03 Avoiding Destabilization16:56 Checking in on the Inner World18:03 Stabilization21:26 Working With Alters24:22 Rules for the System27:42 Tools for Recovery30:16 Creating a Safe Place Inside32:02 Implementing Safety Plans34:07 Stress Management35:35 High-Trigger Days of the Year37:50 Practical Tips39:02 Be Kind
 
About the Hosts:Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma.
To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at hope@rgmconnect.com. 
Satanic Ritual Abuse Exposed (Kay’s Book): https://a.co/d/6QUrx5y
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Tags:
#DID #MultiplePersonalities #MentalHealthAwareness #TraumaRecovery #HealingJourney #AbuseAwareness #ComplexTrauma #InnerWorld #ChristianHealing 

Healing from hidden trauma and ritual abuse often begins quietly. In this episode of A Door of Hope, Kay and Kerry share about what those early stages of healing can look like, emphasizing the importance of prayer, support, and discernment when deciding who to trust with your story. They speak honestly about the reality that not everyone—even those closest to you—will be able to understand what you’ve been through. As lost memories return and things begin to make sense, this episode offers Scripture, encouragement, and reassurance that the road to wholeness may take time, but you don’t have to walk it alone.
Chapters:02:30 Recovering Traumatic Memories07:40 Who Can You Trust?11:52 How to Find Support13:42 What A Day In Recovery Looks Like16:06 Self-Care During Recovery20:37 Nighttime Struggles25:06 Dealing with False Guilt27:15 Social Anxiety & Relationship Issues28:38 Breaking the Silence35:08 Learning About DID and Recovery37:54 Knowing Your Capacity43:18 A Relationship with God
About the Hosts:Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma.
To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at hope@rgmconnect.com. 
Satanic Ritual Abuse Exposed (Kay’s Book): https://a.co/d/6QUrx5y
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#TraumaRecovery #HealingJourney #AbuseAwareness #ComplexTrauma #TraumaHealing #MentalHealthAwareness #TraumaSurvivor #FaithAndHealing

Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) is more common than many people realize. In this episode of A Door of Hope, Kay and Kerry speak openly about what DID really is, why dissociation happens, and how it is often misunderstood or misdiagnosed as conditions like schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. Drawing from their own healing journeys, they share the hope-filled truth that healing is possible—that broken parts can be reintegrated and painful memories can be processed in healthy ways. 
Chapters03:04 About Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)05:26 Personalities, Parts, and Alters14:05 A Broken Heart & Shattered Soul15:39 Trauma & Dissociation20:11 Hope, Healing, and Integration
About the Hosts:Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma.
To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at hope@rgmconnect.com. 
Satanic Ritual Abuse Exposed (Kay’s Book): https://a.co/d/6QUrx5y 
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Tags:
#DID #DissociativeIdentityDisorder #DIDAwareness #ComplexTrauma #TraumaRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #TraumaHealing #Dissociation #HealingJourney

The signs of abuse can be confusing, hidden, and deeply misunderstood, especially when trauma has been buried for survival. In this episode of A Door of Hope, Kay and Kerry explore the signs and symptoms of ritual abuse, offering clarity for those who may be questioning their own experiences. The conversation also addresses what steps to take if you believe you may be a survivor of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA), including how trauma can affect memory, identity, and the healing process. This episode is designed to provide understanding, validation, and hope to listeners seeking answers. If you’re a survivor, you’re not alone, and healing is possible!
Chapters:02:26 The Symptoms of Ritual Abuse05:56 You Are Not Alone07:04 Repressed Memories10:09 Dissociation and DID13:48 Common Problems Victims Face19:36 Symptoms of SRA34:56 How To Identify SRA Survivors48:33 Physical Pains55:21 Common Spiritual Issues01:00:13 Healing and Recovery
About the Hosts:Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma.
To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at hope@rgmconnect.com. 
 
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Tags:
#AbuseAwareness #survivorstory #survivor #DID #TraumaRecovery #HealingJourney #SurvivorVoices #ComplexTrauma #TraumaHealing

In this episode of A Door of Hope, Kay Tolman shares her deeply personal testimony of surviving ritual abuse, escaping the occult, and how she ultimately found healing, freedom, and restoration after enduring years of complex trauma. Kay speaks honestly about the long road toward healing, offering insight into life after Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and the journey of recovery. Kay’s testimony is not shared for shock, but to offer hope, truth, and encouragement to others who may be walking a similar path.
Listener note: This episode includes discussions of physical, sexual, mental, emotional, and spiritual abuse. These themes may be sensitive or triggering for some listeners. Please take care while listening.
 
Chapters:
01:22 About Kay Tolman
03:35 Satanic Ritual Abuse Exposed
09:45 The Illuminati and Freemasonry
12:58 Kay's Story
29:44 Seeking Help
32:30 Recovering Memories
41:54 Escaping the Occult
44:01 Deliverance and DID
51:24 Freedom Is Possible!
 
About the Hosts:
Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma.
To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from complex trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at hope@rgmconnect.com.
 
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#sra #abuseawareness #recovery #abusenomore #abuserecovery #satanicritualabuse #occult #SatanicPanic #survivor #DID

Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) is a deeply misunderstood and often dismissed form of trauma involving systematic abuse designed to fracture the body, mind, and soul. In the premiere episode of A Door of Hope, hosts Kay and Kerry—both survivors of extensive SRA—define what SRA is, explore why it occurs, and shed light on the tactics used in the early 1990s to discredit legitimate cases by labeling them as part of the so-called “Satanic Panic.” This episode seeks to bring truth, clarity, and freedom to survivors while challenging long-standing misconceptions surrounding this horrific and complex form of abuse.
About the Hosts:Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma.
To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at hope@rgmconnect.com. 
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